Flowers are amazing!!!

I love photography and I would love to say that I an amazing photographer, but Im not. I am quite proud of this picture though! This is in Deluth, Minnesota.

I may have a lot of really heavy, trying things going on in my life right now, but I am SO blessed!!! I cannot even begin to explain the week I have had!!

Prayer is such an important part of my life! I am so grateful for my Father in Heaven who listens to the inner cryings of my heart. He knows me better than I know myself. I know that he has a plan for me and is preparing me for amazing things!

I have received an answer to a very personal matter that I have pondered on a lot lately-- I am so extatic about the decisions I have made to get me to where I am at currently in my life! I have so much to thank my Father in Heaven for!!

My life is changing

I have not written on here in quite a while! Everything in my life is changing. It seems like my world never stops going and things never stop progressing forward/falling backwards. There are so many thoughts that run through my head everyday and I find myself worrying about things that never would have bothered me a year ago. Here's a list of the thoughts that have crossed my mind in the three hours I have been awake today.

School:
- Only one more class to take and then I will have my associates degree!
- Is business management really something that I want to get into?
- Why did I decide to take environment appreciation?? It is so frustrating sometimes!
- As soon as I get off work today i need to study my history timeline for environment so that I can pass my exam tonight.
- Did I buy enough bubble sheets for my exams yesterday?
- Am I going to get a ticket for parking in the W parking lot at 4:30?

Peronal Life:
- Am I "overly" social?
- Do people look at me and think, "She is so annoying!"?
- Am I doing everything possible to fulfill the requirements of my job/calling/education?
- Am I going to be a good mom?
- I feel like my enthusiasm to get jobs accomplished is dwindling.
- I want to go home after school tonight and crash-- I know it won't happen though.

Dating:
- I hate the games SO much, but I love going out, flirting and having fun!
- I have dated so many guys and talked about marriage with two of them... neither of them worked out- which is a blessing because in both cases we wanted totally different things! I can't wait till the right guy comes along and shares my same ideas, goals, aspiriations, religious beliefs, etc...
- I know what qualities I want my future husband to have, but are they realistic qualities?
- My worst fear is marrying a man who doesn't honor his priesthood and EVERYTHING that is involved with that.

Family:
- How are things going to work out....?
- What can I do for Vince to help him out?
- I don't like going to my parents because the awkward tension that is ALWAYS present-- does that make me a bad daughter?
- I miss my brothers and puppy
- My heart breaks everytime I talk to my mom and she is hurting
- Does eternity not mean anything anymore to some people!!!?

Friends:
- I really can get along with girls!
- I LOVE spending time with my boys- they make me laugh SO hard! I have no idea where I would be without them
- My older brother ROCKS- he is SOSOSOSO amazing and has never let me down!!

My life is so complex. Thankfully, I have science helping me keep my sanity! I have a very good life and I have so much to be thankful for!